Le Paradis de RaCheL

now is 1:36 am . i was sleepless ...

i can't get the reason and the way to go out..

i sit on the floor, and look out of the window . the sky is turning white , the sun just like the face of  the bride, a little red , a little shy.

now is 1:46 am, i am still here....

i was sick , i was upset , i was....

i  was what i am.

i do hope i was the angel in your mind , but it is unpractical .

i do hope i was the little fairy in your dream , but i don't know if i can.

i do hope i was the dumen of your life , but you are far away from me.

i do think  , i will lose you someday.

now is 1:52 am .

i was still here .

i was waiting for you......

i was thinking of you.....

for my little cute guy.

rachel  04-10-07  1:53 am  in shanghai